i'm so tired, haunted, anything a feel bad you can think...

huuuaaaaa....
sedihhh, capeekkk, marah,,, irii,,
rasanya pengen teriaaakkk, ajaaa...
it's like something in your heart that threat you with much toxyn and get youmin your deepest fear...
i think it is the darkness of my life
who wanna be like me? live in a life that yu never think it before...
*uppzzz.. may i must thank to Allah SWT... -sorry..- 

pfiuhhh.... may be i need a friend
do you know? during my life, i never have a friendship!!!!!
what a pity i am?!
i think that no one can gets me to be myself.
they always think that i should follow anything their mind, anything they do, anything they want..
moreover, now i being in a place i never want it...
surely, i wanna go back. a place i should be and let me find my life..

in this place, i like wear a mask. and act that everyone do..
urrrghh,, it is so a big lie.. i think that i will be  a good liar after this..

a huge sorry to Allah.. i'm not try to be a unthanks girl,, but i just wanna share my feel, so it won't be a bomb later...

everyone who read this, thank you very much...
i feel better after share this my bad feel...



Assalamualaikum...   :)